Having these thoughts made me think a little more, and as far as sex, I feel like I can maybe fuck a guy. I've been having thoughts lately about sucking dick as well as getting my dick sucked by a guy. So fast forward, I'm currently 21 and a virgin. We never told anyone anything and never talked to each other about it after we grew up. We'd take turns and if I remember correctly, we would do it a few times a night. And that continued pretty much every time we slept over my sister's house. We weren't old enough to ejaculate or anything like that but I remember really liking it. So I let him suck my dick and then I sucked his. One night he told me he was browsing the internet and saw a guy getting his dick sucked and wanted to try it. We both shared an inflatable bed in another room by ourselves. During these sleepovers we'd just hang out and stay up late. This happened a few times a year for several years. When I was 6 or 7, I had a friend (the same age or a year older) through family that would sleep over my sister's house with me.
I'm not entirely sure if it's the reason for the feelings and thoughts I'm having.
Okay, so let me preface this with an experience I had when I younger.
